Last night, Fidel cooked a steak for me as an early birthday meal. I had a filet and he had a porterhouse. He was talking about the location of the steaks on the whole cow and showing me how it helped the cow move and I completely lost my appetite for beef. I do not need to be reminded that meat comes from an actual animal, especially while I have a mouth full of that delicious animal. Thank God that I was on the last few bites. I managed to finish chewing that bite enough to swallow it and I fed the last two bites to my dogs. Luckily, I have a horrible memory and soon that conversation will be forgotten and I can start enjoying meat again.